Honestly, I feel bad for what I've been doing lately. I'm too-emotional and awkward. But hey, nobody's perfect right? I'm shocked. When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you. When you remember how hard it is to change yourself, you begin to understand what little chance we have of changing others. I can't erase the wrong I've done but I hope you can give me another chance. Because if you were me, you would want the same and I'd give that chance to you. But the thing is, it hurts the most when you can actually feel your heart breaking :'(
A hug for you means I need you. A kiss for you means I love you. A call for you means I'm missing you. For me, having no communication with you for awhile is like drinking coffee without sugar, it's not complete or should I say my life is not complete when you are not here beside me. I miss you.
I didn't know what I'm going to write. But I just found this quotes. Its pretty simple but I like it anyway (:
Do not cry, because we are destiny, because we are everything that can be above this world. And now, the angel of my life, please let me fly so that I can fulfil the vanity of this world, of this dream, of this nightmare that eternally took you from me. I didn’t thought you will come now at this age and time of this Illusion of life, but between these bars I tell you how much I love you and do not ever doubt me. I will be yours in every moment of this life, which I give to you :D
I really don't know what to write. Sometimes I wonder, how could I find my true love? Many people said 'you'll never find your true love by yourself' and I admit it. But now? Never thought that I'm wrong, really wrong about that and its all because of someone who I even didn't realize his presence before. Deep down inside that special place that lives inside my heart and I found him.
You're like no other man I have ever met. So much goodness, all wrapped up inside just one man. With your persistence and your gentle words, you calm my heart and my mind. I feel so at peace that the search for my lover has ended with you. Now my love, my heart can rest. My mind is at ease and its only filled with thoughts of you and us. I love you (:
Closer to you. Happy together. Always together. One sweet day * 21.11.09
Cynthia 
